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swear to god

by Brendan Trinkle

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1.
sparrow 05:09
some say his eye is on the sparrow the same would say he watches me say the word divides the bone from marrow but tongues of flame don’t really speak so if the son rides down in a blood-soaked gown the whole world at his feet i’ll lay my body down on the blood-soaked ground the birds can feast on me ‘cause i’ve been watched forever and i've never been seen some say the way is straight and narrow they say the truth will set you free but when they fire it like an arrow the fault is yours if you should bleed so if the son rides down in a blood-soaked gown the whole world at his feet i’ll lay my body down on the blood-soaked ground the birds can feast on me ‘cause i’ve been watched forever and i've never been seen some say we all deserve the fire there’s nothing good in you or me i say if that’s what faith requires i’ll free my doubt and give it wings and if the son rides down in a blood-soaked gown the whole world at his feet i’ll lay my body down on the blood-soaked ground the birds can feast on me ‘cause i’ve been watched forever and i've never been seen
2.
hummingbird 03:55
i remember coming home to the body in the road he was only drunk, i’m sure he sobered up and made it home but he’s lying on the pavement in my mind nothing ever passes by like time big wheel in the driveway, chevy pickup truck she picked me up and let me go and trusted her bad luck and i’m lying on the pavement in my mind nothing ever passes by like time who were we then? who have i been? sirens in the cul-de-sac, someone called the cops i’m peering through the curtains, why they got your dad in cuffs and he’s lying on the pavement in my mind nothing ever fucks you up like time who were we then? who have i been? who have i been?
3.
son of man 03:34
only words, only what you made it only words, heavy as their pages there’s water in my lungs a message in a bottle decision making’s done now imitate the model christ, i’m heading toward the light i'm big enough to die for my god call the devil’s bluff, i’m son of man enough aren’t i?
4.
god 01:21
give me something to hold on to my mooring’s gone the night is dark and daybreak doesn’t come is there something i can say to you how should i pray i look for you but you still hide your face where's the ground beneath my feet where's the light cause i can’t see where's my help when i don’t know my god, my god, my god where did you go?
5.
hallelujah 03:12
we always said he’d never leave that we can be his hands and feet and you can't live on bread alone so we’ll eat the word and feed your soul we’ll be a fire in the dark we'll flood the earth to float the ark cry “oh, repent before the end” and hate these sinners for their sins hallelujah, we’re right hallelujah, we’re right we’ll be a nation under god won’t spoil the child, won’t spare the rod cause by the fruit a tree is known and you can see ours on your phone give us a king to call your man or we'll storm the temple, flag in hand we’ll bring ‘em all back to the son we don’t need swords when we have guns hallelujah, we’re right hallelujah, we’re right
6.
goddamn 03:42
pick me up and let me down set my feet on moral ground there ain't no love like one that's true goddamn, there ain't some left for you blessed are the hands that fold smoke & mirrors, unholy ghosts suffer the children come to me goddamn the wolves dressed up as sheep you know everything how it's gonna be you know you know you and you know me in the pew still as the grave i brought my sinner's soul to save and i brought my dollar for the plate goddamn, the hour is getting late the choir sings the altar call i knew all the words, and sang 'em all will i get chosen, do i choose goddamn the life i stand to lose you know everything how it's gonna be you know you know you and you know me
7.
holy moses 03:43
holy moses, when the bramble burned and smoked could've been the voice of god, could've been the fire spoke holy moses, did you stand on holy ground did a tongue of flame articulate, did you just think you heard a sound you didn't lead nobody home holy moses, let my people go holy moses, did you fear it a mistake when the river turned to blood, when the rod became a snake holy moses, could you still have thought it right when he named his angel death and sent him winging in the night you didn't lead nobody home holy moses, let my people go you're a baby in a basket we're the children in their chains we're the firstborn stricken in the night and there’s blood smeared on the frame holy moses, when you lifted up your arms did it rattle your resolve, did you expect the sea to part holy moses, could you still have called it grace when he hid you in the cleft and he never showed his face you didn't lead nobody home holy moses, let my people go
8.
jesus christ 02:06
jesus christ, where's my appetite? i'm wasting away again, chasing the day again jesus christ, i can't go out tonight i'm stuck in my head again, playing dead again and i pray like somebody's gonna hear me, lord somebody’s gonna hear me, lord jesus christ, keep me safe tonight i'm knelt at the bed again, bowing my head again jesus christ, got my wrong from right i'm low as a sinner goes, haunted by holy ghosts and i pray like somebody's gonna hear me, lord somebody gonna hear me, lord jesus christ, hold my breath and i don't feel a thing at all can’t hear a thing at all
9.
cry night 02:44
did you lie to your parents, did you cheat on a test? did you envy your neighbor, did you want to have sex? come on down if you’re still lost you can be found at the foot of the cross tomorrow you may die, but you can cry tonight what is this hesitation, have you hardened your heart? make a public profession, you can come as you are every head bowed, every eye closed i see that hand on the very back row tomorrow you may die, but you can cry tonight you should pray for your friends boy, jesus loves all of them but his father is angry and they could still burn in the end so raise your hands, the lord is near lift your voice and sing through the fear tomorrow you may die, but you can cry tonight and in the end when kingdom comes you’ll be there washed in the blood of the son tomorrow you may die, but you can cry tonight
10.
i saw you stare at the sky i heard you pray in the night you had too much of that good wine i saw everything i saw your love and your hate i saw you lifting the weight like it was always your fate i saw everything i saw everything and i saw nothing i saw us sitting in rows i heard us singing the notes cried like a murder of crows i saw everything i saw myself in the south i had the words in my mouth but i wouldn’t let any out i saw everything i saw everything and i saw nothing i saw a ghost in the park i saw a light in the dark a beacon born of a spark i saw everything i had a memory of god but now my memory is shot was just a fight that i fought when i saw everything i saw everything and i saw nothing
11.
dust 04:40
couldn't tell you how to be waiting on your mystery to make itself appear in plain all you're gonna do is wait nothing's gonna come to you just because you want it to throw away your shoulds & musts boy, you're only made of dust maybe god is made of sea tide and salt and hooks in me deep into the deep i'm flung what if i was born with lungs? see the light that cuts the blue boy the light could be for you drifting in the wrecks and rust oh my god, i'm made of dust always had a way to be centered, oriented me water for the thirsty ground i was lost and never found nothing ever came for me and i'm not who i thought i'd be a whisper grew into a gust oh my stars, i'm made of dust
12.
that's all 03:23
hold it all at arm's length try to make 'em longer grin & grit your baby teeth hope you're getting stronger riding in the backseat, sick of all the motion driving up your old street roll the window open that's all couldn't help it you're an old soul stuck inside a young mind it was only ever half the whole the other half is time given to distraction, living in a daydream where nothing ever happened except turning into me that's all there ain't no god to pray to there ain't nothing to save then again, they always told you you were born into a grave so go on and lift your head, boy let your worry fall away 'cause everything was said, boy and there's nothing left to say that's all

credits

released August 4, 2023

all songs written, produced, mixed, and mastered by brendan trinkle

candi shelton - vocals (holy moses, i saw everything, dust)
kenny davis - drums (jesus christ)

art direction - brendan trinkle
layout - benjamin wallis

cover image ‘swimming in sculptor’ used under creative commons attribution 4.0 international license courtesy of – NASA, ESA and the HST frontier fields team (STScI), acknowledgement: judy schmidt (geckzilla)

for their inspiring samples and loops, thank you to – aaron sterling, blankfor.ms, cymatics, darren king, j. views, jake reed, the kount, loops de la créme, that sound, thick audio

for their inspiring sound tools, thank you to – ableton, arturia, chase bliss audio, cyclops audio, fabfilter, felt instruments, fender, gibson, goodhertz, harmony guitars, kazuo yairi, oberheim, rainger fx, roland, soyuz microphones, strymon, teletone audio, vongon, yamaha, wavesfactory

special thanks – lindsay and desi, the cramily, candi shelton, kenny davis, benjamin wallis, jonathan berlin, jonathan shelton, juliet cangelosi, chris campbell, philip conrad, catherine egenes

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