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The Other Side of Perfect
This YA follows Alina, an aspiring dancer who suffers a devastating injury and must face a world without ballet -- as well as the darker side of her former dream.
Alina Keeler was destined to dance, but then a terrifying fall shatters her leg -- and her dreams of a professional ballet career along with it.
After a summer healing (translation: eating vast amounts of Cool Ranch Doritos and bingeing ballet videos on YouTube), she is forced to trade her pre-professional dance classes for normal high school, where she reluctantly joins the school musical. However, rehearsals offer more than she expected -- namely Jude, her annoyingly attractive cast-mate she just might be falling for.
But to move forward, Alina must make peace with her past and face the racism she experienced in the dance industry. She wonders what it means to yearn for ballet -- something so beautiful, yet so broken. And as broken as she feels, can she ever open her heart to someone else?
Alina Keeler was destined to dance, but then a terrifying fall shatters her leg -- and her dreams of a professional ballet career along with it.
After a summer healing (translation: eating vast amounts of Cool Ranch Doritos and bingeing ballet videos on YouTube), she is forced to trade her pre-professional dance classes for normal high school, where she reluctantly joins the school musical. However, rehearsals offer more than she expected -- namely Jude, her annoyingly attractive cast-mate she just might be falling for.
But to move forward, Alina must make peace with her past and face the racism she experienced in the dance industry. She wonders what it means to yearn for ballet -- something so beautiful, yet so broken. And as broken as she feels, can she ever open her heart to someone else?
336 pages, Hardcover
First published May 11, 2021
About the author
Mariko Turk
3 books99 followersMariko Turk grew up in Pennsylvania and graduated from the University of Pittsburgh with a BA in creative writing. She received her PhD from the University of Florida with a concentration in children's literature. She currently lives with her husband and daughter in Colorado, where she enjoys tea, walks, and stories of all kinds. She is the author of The Other Side of Perfect (a 2022 YALSA best YA fiction pick) and I'll Be Waiting for You (coming April 30, 2024).
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April 5, 2021
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I am so fascinated by stories about dance and ballet because of the discipline it requires and the fascination I have with people who can turn their living, breathing bodies into art. So when I found out I could get a copy of THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT to read, I didn't think twice. This is an amazing book that's about a girl's second chance at finding her dreams, as well as confronting injustice and grief head-on, and it does it in such a clear-eyed, refreshing way that I was in love.
Alina is not the typical, gung-ho, eternal optimist heroine that many of us have come to expect in YA. She's bitter and she's angry, with good reason. After breaking her leg, she has found out that she will never be able to do ballet for a living and to make matters worse, it happens right as she is on the verge of making it. When she ends up in musical theater, it feels like a second place trophy and she isn't exactly thrilled with the cliquish, snarky theater kids, and their loud vaudeville banter.
That changes when she ends up becoming friends with Margot, Ethan, and Jude, and finds that their companionship can make some of her grief abate. But she still feels an intense jealousy that makes her unable to talk to her ballet friends, and her feelings put a wall between her and the rest of her family, especially her younger sister, Josie, who looks up to her but is also resentful of her in some ways, too.
THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is a great book because it never does the expected. I love the way that Alina, who is half-Japanese, ends up being able to confront the people who discriminated against her or treated her unfairly at various points in the book. I like the discussions of art, and how harmful representations are often immortalized because people believe that art, being what it is, is infallible and pure, even if other people sometimes end up emulating in it because it is never really framed in historical contexts that could provide insights into some of the problematic elements of art. I liked how Alina talked about her heritage, and the open communications she had with her friends when they hurt her by acting like ambition was a negative trait in women. I liked the subversion of the mean girl trope.
The only thing I didn't love about TOSOP was that it could be a little slow-paced and some of the conversations Alina had with her friends felt more like an adult talking to prove a point than it did like teenagers. You definitely got the impression at the end especially that the author was using her platform to tell a message and even though I liked the message, I'm not necessarily sure it always felt like it was occurring on a level of self-reflection that most teens are capable of, or that it fit in with the characters.
But if you love dance, cozy stories that aren't too fluffy, and unlikable heroines who have a rich character development arc, this is a great book for you. Definitely a fascinating book that manages to convey an intense passion for art and an awareness of what the human spirit is capable of.
Also, major kudos to the author for crediting her cover designer and artist by name in the afterword.
Thanks to the publisher for sending me a copy in exchange for an honest review!
3.5 to 4 stars
March 17, 2021
It'd be a lie to say that I had low expectations for this. After all, it combined two of my biggest interests--dance and racism, so how could I not be interested! This was a delightful exploration of love and a journey full of grief that ends with a breathtaking finale.
The Other Side of Perfect follows Alina, a biracial high schooler who used to do ballet. She struggles with the sudden loss of dance, unable to move on from that once-major part of her life. As she learns to live without ballet, she reflects back on her dance career cut short ad faces the racism she had grown to accept.
Of all the things to love about this book, I found Alina herself the most narratively interesting. She was an incredible character who was so well-written and I enjoyed reading through her point of view immensely. Her emotions and thoughts were felt clearly, and I was in awe of her resilience. As she remembers the past, memories from her ballet career illustrate Alina's doubts on what might be offensive, but is actually just blatant racism, and you can't help but root for her in the end.
Jude, an optimistic boy who still misses his dad years after he left, and Alina, a cynical former ballet dancer who's struggling to find her place in the world again, find each other. Their relationship is surprisingly not one focused on romance, but one about healing, and both of them eventually realizing that love is undeniably real.
The Other Side of Perfect immerses you into the beautiful, wondrous world of dance, but also sheds light on the presence of racism that still impacts dancers of color today.
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thank you to the publisher for providing an ARC of The Other Side of Perfect in exchange for an honest review. (i'm freaking out!!!)
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i am going crazy over this cover ahhh it's absolutely perfect 🥺💞
The Other Side of Perfect follows Alina, a biracial high schooler who used to do ballet. She struggles with the sudden loss of dance, unable to move on from that once-major part of her life. As she learns to live without ballet, she reflects back on her dance career cut short ad faces the racism she had grown to accept.
Of all the things to love about this book, I found Alina herself the most narratively interesting. She was an incredible character who was so well-written and I enjoyed reading through her point of view immensely. Her emotions and thoughts were felt clearly, and I was in awe of her resilience. As she remembers the past, memories from her ballet career illustrate Alina's doubts on what might be offensive, but is actually just blatant racism, and you can't help but root for her in the end.
Jude, an optimistic boy who still misses his dad years after he left, and Alina, a cynical former ballet dancer who's struggling to find her place in the world again, find each other. Their relationship is surprisingly not one focused on romance, but one about healing, and both of them eventually realizing that love is undeniably real.
The Other Side of Perfect immerses you into the beautiful, wondrous world of dance, but also sheds light on the presence of racism that still impacts dancers of color today.
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thank you to the publisher for providing an ARC of The Other Side of Perfect in exchange for an honest review. (i'm freaking out!!!)
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i am going crazy over this cover ahhh it's absolutely perfect 🥺💞
Shelved as 'dnf'
May 21, 2021DNF 41%
I don't think the main character is very likeable. Just gonna gracefully pirouette away from this one.
I don't think the main character is very likeable. Just gonna gracefully pirouette away from this one.
August 19, 2021
Star Rating: —> 5 Stars
This certainly was the not other side of perfect, but perfection itself! I gotta say, THIS IS A DEBUT?!? It definitely does NOT read like one! I look forward to future works by this author! My GOD, so AMAZING!
A Junior in high school, who has spent her whole life dedicated to ballet, & intended on being a professional ballerina, shatters her leg while dancing, and despite physical therapy, can no longer dance on pointe, which is something ABSOLUTELY life-shattering for her. She grapples with some really hard stuff— her identity outside of ballet, anger, rage, jealousy, and other issues, but this book handles them perfectly & realistically, and then lets this girl, the main character, Alina, truly blossom. Her journey back to feeling comfortable in her own skin is so emotionally provoking, and yet the author manages to create just an amazingly fun atmosphere, and also a fun, yet relatable, wonderfully diverse cast of characters that feels so natural!
Despite Alina going through a crisis, she is still the star of this novel, & shines beautifully; she is funny, strong, relatable, kind, & just a WONDERFUL character to read about.
I can't be as impartial as i'd like (🤷🏼♀️ i love dance, what can I say?), because I danced for a very long time (it was the biggest part of my life for a long time), was in school plays, etc., and though it may not be in a class or professionally or on a stage, I still dance my heart out every day, it is in every fiber of my being, music comes on, I come ALIVE(!), so I felt a real connection to Alina. BUT STILL. That doesn't even MATTER, because HELLLOOO, this debut was just PHENOMENAL for ALL THE REASONS!
This was such a fun novel, with both serious topics, & just moments upon moments that were a blast— completely and totally amazing hs romance, friendship, and family dynamics (which btw Alina's family is #GOALS !).
On a more serious note, the way this novel handled racism was AMAZING. ALINA IS BADASS AF & PROUD of her Japanese-American identity. I love how she can be so sure of herself, yet so not at the same time... and how she truly comes into her own, but not without making mistakes... I think a lot of teens, & honestly readers of all ages, will be able to relate to her character and/or take something away from this novel.
And honestly who doesn't love a YA contemporary that takes place during the high school musical?! It's just the best!!!
I have to say, I had forgotten just how problematic traditional ballet can be, how they stereotype & make Asian-Americans, but honestly anyone who isn't white—anyone BIPOC, both the dancers, & audience members of those races, feel ostracized & uncomfortable, mostly, and i don't know, that just GOT me. Got me angry. Frustrated. I only hope more progress is being made. This novel addresses that in such an elegant, yet fiery way... I truly cannot believe this is a debut! SO AMAZING!
I highly recommend for all YA contemporary lovers! 🤍
This certainly was the not other side of perfect, but perfection itself! I gotta say, THIS IS A DEBUT?!? It definitely does NOT read like one! I look forward to future works by this author! My GOD, so AMAZING!
A Junior in high school, who has spent her whole life dedicated to ballet, & intended on being a professional ballerina, shatters her leg while dancing, and despite physical therapy, can no longer dance on pointe, which is something ABSOLUTELY life-shattering for her. She grapples with some really hard stuff— her identity outside of ballet, anger, rage, jealousy, and other issues, but this book handles them perfectly & realistically, and then lets this girl, the main character, Alina, truly blossom. Her journey back to feeling comfortable in her own skin is so emotionally provoking, and yet the author manages to create just an amazingly fun atmosphere, and also a fun, yet relatable, wonderfully diverse cast of characters that feels so natural!
Despite Alina going through a crisis, she is still the star of this novel, & shines beautifully; she is funny, strong, relatable, kind, & just a WONDERFUL character to read about.
I can't be as impartial as i'd like (🤷🏼♀️ i love dance, what can I say?), because I danced for a very long time (it was the biggest part of my life for a long time), was in school plays, etc., and though it may not be in a class or professionally or on a stage, I still dance my heart out every day, it is in every fiber of my being, music comes on, I come ALIVE(!), so I felt a real connection to Alina. BUT STILL. That doesn't even MATTER, because HELLLOOO, this debut was just PHENOMENAL for ALL THE REASONS!
This was such a fun novel, with both serious topics, & just moments upon moments that were a blast— completely and totally amazing hs romance, friendship, and family dynamics (which btw Alina's family is #GOALS !).
On a more serious note, the way this novel handled racism was AMAZING. ALINA IS BADASS AF & PROUD of her Japanese-American identity. I love how she can be so sure of herself, yet so not at the same time... and how she truly comes into her own, but not without making mistakes... I think a lot of teens, & honestly readers of all ages, will be able to relate to her character and/or take something away from this novel.
And honestly who doesn't love a YA contemporary that takes place during the high school musical?! It's just the best!!!
I have to say, I had forgotten just how problematic traditional ballet can be, how they stereotype & make Asian-Americans, but honestly anyone who isn't white—anyone BIPOC, both the dancers, & audience members of those races, feel ostracized & uncomfortable, mostly, and i don't know, that just GOT me. Got me angry. Frustrated. I only hope more progress is being made. This novel addresses that in such an elegant, yet fiery way... I truly cannot believe this is a debut! SO AMAZING!
I highly recommend for all YA contemporary lovers! 🤍
July 23, 2021
➸ Trigger warnings for .
▷ Representation: Alina (mc) Japanese-American & chronic leg injury; Margot (sc) Mexican-American; Colleen (sc) Black; Ethan (sc) gay; Harrison (sc) achillean.
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▷ Representation: Alina (mc) Japanese-American & chronic leg injury; Margot (sc) Mexican-American; Colleen (sc) Black; Ethan (sc) gay; Harrison (sc) achillean.
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September 1, 2020i'm gay for this cover
December 29, 2020
Mariko Turk's THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is a sophisticated, nuanced look at the inner life of a teenage girl who has been forced to abandon a longed-for dream and is having a hard time with it.
Alina has been studying to be a professional ballerina for as long as she can remember. The road to success meant grueling rehearsals, tough (unfair) instructors, and many sacrifices in the face of fierce competition. Just when it is all coming together and she's on her way to a top flight school that will take her career forward, she breaks her leg. Badly.
Though she can still dance, there will be no more serious ballet for Alina. That career path is closed. She does not take this well. How do you "get over" the one thing you love? How do you stem ugly feelings of jealousy and resentment toward those who can and will succeed in living the dream you longed to live yourself?
These are tough issues to tackle but Mariko Turk is up to the task. Her exploration of the inner lives of competitive dance among young people - or anyone whose ambitions push them harder than is typical - is beautifully executed. Turk's writing is streamlined and clear, well organized, unshowy yet expressive. She creates a fascinating character in Alina, who is not always portrayed in flattering light. Few heroines in fiction are allowed to be "real" in a way that Alina is. The quiet rage that she feels as the result of the broken leg that destroyed her longed-for career causes her at times to make ungenerous remarks and have thoughts about others that occasionally border on nasty. She just can't help it. She misses the life she had, that she worked so hard for, and that she lost in an instant.
But before judging Alina too harshly, ask yourself this: how would a real life teenager (or an adult for that matter) deal with such disappointment? Wouldn't she be jealous? Wouldn't she find it difficult to cheer for friends who can still live the life that has now been closed off from her? Of course she would. And here is the true magnificence of this writer's abilities. Turk gets us to root for a heroine who isn't always the "nicest" girl in the world. She allows us to experience Alina's darker side, the part we all sometimes feel but keep hidden and are reluctant ot admit to. We see a little of ourselves in Alina, and we embrace Alina just as she is, even before the transition (a beautifully written character reversal) that will make us proud we cheered her on from the start.
Alina is fascinating character portrayal, a three-dimensional girl who will stay with me a long time. I don't want to give away too much, but she will learn to accept what happened to her, tempering the bitterness with something new. Her response to people around her will change, friendships deepen, and she will develop a new courage she didn't know she had. She will stand up to racist stereotypes in the world of dance and empower others to do work that is even more important than performance. Oh, Alina will always be edgy. Alina is Alina, but her drive and intelligence, her wit and honesty, will be used for larger purposes. Her story is one of silver linings but without the cringe. And Turk throws in a nice bit of romance to boot.
Alina has been studying to be a professional ballerina for as long as she can remember. The road to success meant grueling rehearsals, tough (unfair) instructors, and many sacrifices in the face of fierce competition. Just when it is all coming together and she's on her way to a top flight school that will take her career forward, she breaks her leg. Badly.
Though she can still dance, there will be no more serious ballet for Alina. That career path is closed. She does not take this well. How do you "get over" the one thing you love? How do you stem ugly feelings of jealousy and resentment toward those who can and will succeed in living the dream you longed to live yourself?
These are tough issues to tackle but Mariko Turk is up to the task. Her exploration of the inner lives of competitive dance among young people - or anyone whose ambitions push them harder than is typical - is beautifully executed. Turk's writing is streamlined and clear, well organized, unshowy yet expressive. She creates a fascinating character in Alina, who is not always portrayed in flattering light. Few heroines in fiction are allowed to be "real" in a way that Alina is. The quiet rage that she feels as the result of the broken leg that destroyed her longed-for career causes her at times to make ungenerous remarks and have thoughts about others that occasionally border on nasty. She just can't help it. She misses the life she had, that she worked so hard for, and that she lost in an instant.
But before judging Alina too harshly, ask yourself this: how would a real life teenager (or an adult for that matter) deal with such disappointment? Wouldn't she be jealous? Wouldn't she find it difficult to cheer for friends who can still live the life that has now been closed off from her? Of course she would. And here is the true magnificence of this writer's abilities. Turk gets us to root for a heroine who isn't always the "nicest" girl in the world. She allows us to experience Alina's darker side, the part we all sometimes feel but keep hidden and are reluctant ot admit to. We see a little of ourselves in Alina, and we embrace Alina just as she is, even before the transition (a beautifully written character reversal) that will make us proud we cheered her on from the start.
Alina is fascinating character portrayal, a three-dimensional girl who will stay with me a long time. I don't want to give away too much, but she will learn to accept what happened to her, tempering the bitterness with something new. Her response to people around her will change, friendships deepen, and she will develop a new courage she didn't know she had. She will stand up to racist stereotypes in the world of dance and empower others to do work that is even more important than performance. Oh, Alina will always be edgy. Alina is Alina, but her drive and intelligence, her wit and honesty, will be used for larger purposes. Her story is one of silver linings but without the cringe. And Turk throws in a nice bit of romance to boot.
May 10, 2021
3.75 stars!
Thank you Netgalley and Little Brown Books for Young Readers for providing me with a copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
The original premise of The Other Side of Perfect is very unique and intriguing. Luckily, the execution was done quite well. I loved the talk about racism in the ballet industry. It's something you never hear about, so I'm beyond happy the issue was addressed.
Our main character Alina Keeler is going through a rough patch. Due to an injury in her leg, she can't dance Ballet anymore. At first, I thought she was unnecessarily rude and judgmental. Eventually, as time passes, Alina learns to grow from her experiences. Towards the end, I started to admire her character much more than I did when I first started reading the book.
The side characters were all quite diverse and three dimensional. Unfortunately though, Alina's best friend Margot was very infuriating. Throughout the whole book, she's mean and crude to others for no reason. Thankfully, our main character's other friends are all very sweet. Each of the characters go through development, and change throughout the novel. My favorite character is Jude. I love how the he defies gender stereotypes. The topic was discussed quite a bit, and I'm so glad the author discussed it. That's actually one of the reasons why I'm rating The Other Side of Perfect higher. Furthermore, I really enjoyed the dynamic between Alina and her younger sister Josie. It felt incredibly realistic and raw. Also, can we talk about the fact that the bullies in the novel are named Jake and Paul. Okay social commentary, I see you.
Moreover, I couldn't connect much with the dialogue. There was too much profanity for my liking, which is not necessarily a bad thing. It just isn't something I particularly enjoy.
In addition, the writing was just okay. It wasn't very engaging, and thus bored me a bit. The author rambled a lot as well, which caused the writing to be repetitive. However, Mariko Turk successfully created a character that actually felt like a teenager. The story is told through Alina's perspective, and is done very well. She's a morally grey character that's a teensy bit selfish. But you can't help but like her! The author captures Alina's emotions and sentiments perfectly.
The overall enjoyment level of The Other Side of Perfect is well, fine. The first 70% was boring and uneventful. Luckily, the last 30% was very enjoyable! If you're looking for a coming of age novel on dance, racism, and grief, than this is definitely the book for you!
---Overall---
Age Rating: 14 and up
TW: Profanity
Final Rating: 7.5/10 or 3.75 stars
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Thank you Netgalley and Little Brown Books for Young Readers for providing me with a copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
The original premise of The Other Side of Perfect is very unique and intriguing. Luckily, the execution was done quite well. I loved the talk about racism in the ballet industry. It's something you never hear about, so I'm beyond happy the issue was addressed.
Our main character Alina Keeler is going through a rough patch. Due to an injury in her leg, she can't dance Ballet anymore. At first, I thought she was unnecessarily rude and judgmental. Eventually, as time passes, Alina learns to grow from her experiences. Towards the end, I started to admire her character much more than I did when I first started reading the book.
The side characters were all quite diverse and three dimensional. Unfortunately though, Alina's best friend Margot was very infuriating. Throughout the whole book, she's mean and crude to others for no reason. Thankfully, our main character's other friends are all very sweet. Each of the characters go through development, and change throughout the novel. My favorite character is Jude. I love how the he defies gender stereotypes. The topic was discussed quite a bit, and I'm so glad the author discussed it. That's actually one of the reasons why I'm rating The Other Side of Perfect higher. Furthermore, I really enjoyed the dynamic between Alina and her younger sister Josie. It felt incredibly realistic and raw. Also, can we talk about the fact that the bullies in the novel are named Jake and Paul. Okay social commentary, I see you.
Moreover, I couldn't connect much with the dialogue. There was too much profanity for my liking, which is not necessarily a bad thing. It just isn't something I particularly enjoy.
In addition, the writing was just okay. It wasn't very engaging, and thus bored me a bit. The author rambled a lot as well, which caused the writing to be repetitive. However, Mariko Turk successfully created a character that actually felt like a teenager. The story is told through Alina's perspective, and is done very well. She's a morally grey character that's a teensy bit selfish. But you can't help but like her! The author captures Alina's emotions and sentiments perfectly.
The overall enjoyment level of The Other Side of Perfect is well, fine. The first 70% was boring and uneventful. Luckily, the last 30% was very enjoyable! If you're looking for a coming of age novel on dance, racism, and grief, than this is definitely the book for you!
---Overall---
Age Rating: 14 and up
TW: Profanity
Final Rating: 7.5/10 or 3.75 stars
More reviews like this on https://sunnysidereviews.wordpress.com/!
July 3, 2023
3.5/5
-Young Adult
-Contemporary, Romance, Fiction
-A girl who is passionate about ballet, she broke her leg and became emo because of it, basically
-It is a fairly simple read, very fast ta and very fast-paced. I'm late because I did wey the vdd
-The romance seemed very “okay”. It's nothing bad or super cheesy, but it doesn't stand out much either.
-I really liked the fact that it showed that the protagonist can also make mistakes and that her disastrous attitudes and selfishness really are treated as the plot develops
-The book also addresses issues such as racism, and how this continues to be very present even in theatrical presentations when assigning roles
-It should be noted that it also focuses a lot on how we should heal with ourselves to treat those around us in a better way and above all not to justify our angry actions by our pedillos
-A pretty decent story. I didn't dislike it but I didn't love it either. It's good to pass the time
-The relationship between the characters is sooooo nice. FrieND group goals 😍
-“We cried because doing something brave didn’t always make you feel brave. We cried because fixing things was hard, and change was slow. We cried for all the ways that loving something with your whole heart can also break it at the same time.”❤️
-Plot: 3/5
-Characters: 4/5
-Plot twists: -
-Young Adult
-Contemporary, Romance, Fiction
-A girl who is passionate about ballet, she broke her leg and became emo because of it, basically
-It is a fairly simple read, very fast ta and very fast-paced. I'm late because I did wey the vdd
-The romance seemed very “okay”. It's nothing bad or super cheesy, but it doesn't stand out much either.
-I really liked the fact that it showed that the protagonist can also make mistakes and that her disastrous attitudes and selfishness really are treated as the plot develops
-The book also addresses issues such as racism, and how this continues to be very present even in theatrical presentations when assigning roles
-It should be noted that it also focuses a lot on how we should heal with ourselves to treat those around us in a better way and above all not to justify our angry actions by our pedillos
-A pretty decent story. I didn't dislike it but I didn't love it either. It's good to pass the time
-The relationship between the characters is sooooo nice. FrieND group goals 😍
-“We cried because doing something brave didn’t always make you feel brave. We cried because fixing things was hard, and change was slow. We cried for all the ways that loving something with your whole heart can also break it at the same time.”❤️
-Plot: 3/5
-Characters: 4/5
-Plot twists: -
May 14, 2021
all the feels !! read my interview with the author
here
March 14, 2021
I received this ARC from the publishers in return for an honest review.
Six months ago, Alina Keeler was a pre-professional ballet dancer preparing for a lifetime on the stage. But when she fractures her leg beyond repair, all her dreams fall apart as well. Now she's just your average teenager, mad at the world and desperately trying to survive high school - especially when her friend, Margot, drags her into the musical. But as the fog of the ballet world recedes, Alina begins to recognise that her world hasn't changed as completely as she thinks.
Za-zow! I do not remember the last time I was this blown away by a YA contemporary. The characters, the themes, the romance, the friendships! I can't believe this outstanding novel is only 300 pages given how many complicated plot lines Turk managed to pack into it.
I identified with Alina big time. As a disabled person, I completely understood the shock and struggle and depression of having something go wrong and your entire world shifting around it. Her sadness and anger and grief at the start of the novel are all so poignant but watching her adjust to her new situation and shifting her perspective on ballet was marvellous. Alina's journey through this novel is some of the most beautifully written character development I've ever seen.
The way Alina works to mend her relationships with her sister, Josie, and her friends, Margot and Colleen, was so wonderful to see. I especially loved the way Turk properly talked things out, to show how both sides had been hurt and how both sides were going to try to do better in the future. Even with Ethan and Jude, it was made very clear that friendships only work when everyone puts the effort in and it was wonderful to see this kind of commitment to friendship in a novel.
Speaking of Jude: when was the last time you read about a boy this adorable? I certainly can't remember! He is the gentlest, kindest, most sensitive soul I've read about for a long time and the way his relationship with Alina develops over the course of the novel is exquisite. I admired the way Turk highlighted the fact that they both needed to sort out their own problems before they could come together and be in an equal relationship. And that Jude knits (and crochets). Love a boy that knows his way around a ball of yarn.
I also thoroughly enjoyed Alina's friendship with the star of the school musical, Diya Rao. The way Turk unfolds all her layers was so skillful and satisfying to read as we learn about her passion for the arts and her frustrations at having to depend on others to achieve her dreams when the people in her life don't take things as seriously as she does. The way Alina helps her and defends her was heartwarming to read and was a lovely reminder that dreams aren't achieved in a vacuum - people need to help and be helped, and that's okay.
But by far, the most incredible part of this novel was the way it explores how the people who have power over us affect the way we think about ourselves and our hobbies. Jude, with his hyper-masculine father, and Alina, with the racist undertones of the ballet world. Alina slowly coming to terms with her complicated relationship between ballet and her Japanese heritage was beautifully executed. Acknowledging the harmful aspects of ballets she loved, confronting the racial biases of her former teachers, finding ways to keep the ballet but kick out the racist caricatures - it was brilliant.
An incredible novel about coping with change, supporting your friends and dealing with the things we love when they hurt us. A perfect read for anyone who's ever adjusted their dreams and found something better on the other side.
Warnings: medical squick, explorations of racism.
Six months ago, Alina Keeler was a pre-professional ballet dancer preparing for a lifetime on the stage. But when she fractures her leg beyond repair, all her dreams fall apart as well. Now she's just your average teenager, mad at the world and desperately trying to survive high school - especially when her friend, Margot, drags her into the musical. But as the fog of the ballet world recedes, Alina begins to recognise that her world hasn't changed as completely as she thinks.
Za-zow! I do not remember the last time I was this blown away by a YA contemporary. The characters, the themes, the romance, the friendships! I can't believe this outstanding novel is only 300 pages given how many complicated plot lines Turk managed to pack into it.
I identified with Alina big time. As a disabled person, I completely understood the shock and struggle and depression of having something go wrong and your entire world shifting around it. Her sadness and anger and grief at the start of the novel are all so poignant but watching her adjust to her new situation and shifting her perspective on ballet was marvellous. Alina's journey through this novel is some of the most beautifully written character development I've ever seen.
The way Alina works to mend her relationships with her sister, Josie, and her friends, Margot and Colleen, was so wonderful to see. I especially loved the way Turk properly talked things out, to show how both sides had been hurt and how both sides were going to try to do better in the future. Even with Ethan and Jude, it was made very clear that friendships only work when everyone puts the effort in and it was wonderful to see this kind of commitment to friendship in a novel.
Speaking of Jude: when was the last time you read about a boy this adorable? I certainly can't remember! He is the gentlest, kindest, most sensitive soul I've read about for a long time and the way his relationship with Alina develops over the course of the novel is exquisite. I admired the way Turk highlighted the fact that they both needed to sort out their own problems before they could come together and be in an equal relationship. And that Jude knits (and crochets). Love a boy that knows his way around a ball of yarn.
I also thoroughly enjoyed Alina's friendship with the star of the school musical, Diya Rao. The way Turk unfolds all her layers was so skillful and satisfying to read as we learn about her passion for the arts and her frustrations at having to depend on others to achieve her dreams when the people in her life don't take things as seriously as she does. The way Alina helps her and defends her was heartwarming to read and was a lovely reminder that dreams aren't achieved in a vacuum - people need to help and be helped, and that's okay.
But by far, the most incredible part of this novel was the way it explores how the people who have power over us affect the way we think about ourselves and our hobbies. Jude, with his hyper-masculine father, and Alina, with the racist undertones of the ballet world. Alina slowly coming to terms with her complicated relationship between ballet and her Japanese heritage was beautifully executed. Acknowledging the harmful aspects of ballets she loved, confronting the racial biases of her former teachers, finding ways to keep the ballet but kick out the racist caricatures - it was brilliant.
An incredible novel about coping with change, supporting your friends and dealing with the things we love when they hurt us. A perfect read for anyone who's ever adjusted their dreams and found something better on the other side.
Warnings: medical squick, explorations of racism.
February 15, 2021
As a professional dancer recovering from my second hip reconstruction surgery, this book hit so close to home. I've retired from the ballet world myself years ago, but any surgery that keeps any dancer off the dance floor is still traumatic and hard and this book captures ALL of it. Thank you Mariko for giving all the dancers who've ever been injured this story. The physical recovery is hard, but the mental recovery is harder. This book exposes the very real struggle of that mental recovery.
I also hope that this book will continue to help the ballet industry change for the better because everything this book exposes about race and abuse in the preprofessional (and professional) world is 100% true. I know this book will inspire more dancers to advocate for themselves and speak up when something feels wrong. This book is a gift to all dancers and their support systems. This should be required reading for all dance educators.
I also hope that this book will continue to help the ballet industry change for the better because everything this book exposes about race and abuse in the preprofessional (and professional) world is 100% true. I know this book will inspire more dancers to advocate for themselves and speak up when something feels wrong. This book is a gift to all dancers and their support systems. This should be required reading for all dance educators.
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November 24, 2020Reading this synopsis literally just gave me chills. I absolutely cannot wait to read this book!!!
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March 9, 2021AM I. AM I SEEING A BALLET BOOK THAT'S NOT A MURDER MYSTERY?????? WOW WHO DO I NEED TO BEG TO GET A COPY IEJFNWEFB
first time in literally forever i see a ballet book where i'm... not mad at the cover (very nice, actually) AND not mad at the blurb??? what is happening?? is this perhaps good ballet rep??? *pikachu face*
first time in literally forever i see a ballet book where i'm... not mad at the cover (very nice, actually) AND not mad at the blurb??? what is happening?? is this perhaps good ballet rep??? *pikachu face*
May 13, 2021
3.5 STARS
Former ballet dancer Alina Keeler mourns the loss of her dancing dreams while suffering from undiagnosed and unaddressed depression. She uses her sadness as an excuse to be mean and ignore the kindness of others, including her best friend from ballet Colleen and her younger sister Josie. When a school friend convinces Alina to try out for the musical, she reluctantly agrees.
THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is an above average debut novel, with a lot to like. Mariko Turk delves into micro aggressions in the dance world and in life, with everyone more aware than Alina, including Josie as well as some overt racism at school.
Alina isn’t often likable, considers only her sadness and not the impact of her reaction to that sadness on others. I wish Turk had addressed the difference between sadness and depression. Not wanting to get out of bed for months is more than sadness. She should have at the very least been evaluated, especially since she say post op doctors and a proactive PT. Alina is effective as a main character and experiences a lot of growth, but few consequences for her behavior.
For much of the book, Alina and her friends bully another student and justify that by saying the girl deserves. The addressing if bullying and racism felt dramatic and heavy-handed rather than organic. A lot of the story felt forced To Teach Lessons rather than storytelling with lessons which is why I rounded down.
THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is a musical theater book, not a dance book. If anything, the story is down on ballet. Theater geeks will love all the references, people looking for a ballet story likely will be disappointed.
Former ballet dancer Alina Keeler mourns the loss of her dancing dreams while suffering from undiagnosed and unaddressed depression. She uses her sadness as an excuse to be mean and ignore the kindness of others, including her best friend from ballet Colleen and her younger sister Josie. When a school friend convinces Alina to try out for the musical, she reluctantly agrees.
THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is an above average debut novel, with a lot to like. Mariko Turk delves into micro aggressions in the dance world and in life, with everyone more aware than Alina, including Josie as well as some overt racism at school.
Alina isn’t often likable, considers only her sadness and not the impact of her reaction to that sadness on others. I wish Turk had addressed the difference between sadness and depression. Not wanting to get out of bed for months is more than sadness. She should have at the very least been evaluated, especially since she say post op doctors and a proactive PT. Alina is effective as a main character and experiences a lot of growth, but few consequences for her behavior.
For much of the book, Alina and her friends bully another student and justify that by saying the girl deserves. The addressing if bullying and racism felt dramatic and heavy-handed rather than organic. A lot of the story felt forced To Teach Lessons rather than storytelling with lessons which is why I rounded down.
THE OTHER SIDE OF PERFECT is a musical theater book, not a dance book. If anything, the story is down on ballet. Theater geeks will love all the references, people looking for a ballet story likely will be disappointed.
May 10, 2021
3.75 stars!
Thank you Netgalley and Little Brown Books for Young Readers for providing me with a copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
The original premise of The Other Side of Perfect is very unique and intriguing. Luckily, the execution was done quite well. I loved the talk about racism in the ballet industry. It's something you never hear about, so I'm beyond happy the issue was addressed.
Our main character Alina Keeler is going through a rough patch. Due to an injury in her leg, she can't dance Ballet anymore. At first, I thought she was unnecessarily rude and judgmental. Eventually, as time passes, Alina learns to grow from her experiences. Towards the end, I started to admire her character much more than I did when I first started reading the book.
The side characters were all quite diverse and three dimensional. Unfortunately though, Alina's best friend Margot was very infuriating. Throughout the whole book, she's mean and crude to others for no reason. Thankfully, our main character's other friends are all very sweet. Each of the characters go through development, and change throughout the novel. My favorite character is Jude. I love how the he defies gender stereotypes. The topic was discussed quite a bit, and I'm so glad the author discussed it. That's actually one of the reasons why I'm rating The Other Side of Perfect higher. Furthermore, I really enjoyed the dynamic between Alina and her younger sister Josie. It felt incredibly realistic and raw. Also, can we talk about the fact that the bullies in the novel are named Jake and Paul. Okay social commentary, I see you.
Moreover, I couldn't connect much with the dialogue. There was too much profanity for my liking, which is not necessarily a bad thing. It just isn't something I particularly enjoy.
In addition, the writing was just okay. It wasn't very engaging, and thus bored me a bit. The author rambled a lot as well, which caused the writing to be repetitive. However, Mariko Turk successfully created a character that actually felt like a teenager. The story is told through Alina's perspective, and is done very well. She's a morally grey character that's a teensy bit selfish. But you can't help but like her! The author captures Alina's emotions and sentiments perfectly.
The overall enjoyment level of The Other Side of Perfect is well, fine. The first 70% was boring and uneventful. Luckily, the last 30% was very enjoyable! If you're looking for a coming of age novel on dance, racism, and grief, than this is definitely the book for you!
---Overall---
Age Rating: 14 and up
TW: Profanity
Final Rating: 7.5/10 or 3.75 stars
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Thank you Netgalley and Little Brown Books for Young Readers for providing me with a copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
The original premise of The Other Side of Perfect is very unique and intriguing. Luckily, the execution was done quite well. I loved the talk about racism in the ballet industry. It's something you never hear about, so I'm beyond happy the issue was addressed.
Our main character Alina Keeler is going through a rough patch. Due to an injury in her leg, she can't dance Ballet anymore. At first, I thought she was unnecessarily rude and judgmental. Eventually, as time passes, Alina learns to grow from her experiences. Towards the end, I started to admire her character much more than I did when I first started reading the book.
The side characters were all quite diverse and three dimensional. Unfortunately though, Alina's best friend Margot was very infuriating. Throughout the whole book, she's mean and crude to others for no reason. Thankfully, our main character's other friends are all very sweet. Each of the characters go through development, and change throughout the novel. My favorite character is Jude. I love how the he defies gender stereotypes. The topic was discussed quite a bit, and I'm so glad the author discussed it. That's actually one of the reasons why I'm rating The Other Side of Perfect higher. Furthermore, I really enjoyed the dynamic between Alina and her younger sister Josie. It felt incredibly realistic and raw. Also, can we talk about the fact that the bullies in the novel are named Jake and Paul. Okay social commentary, I see you.
Moreover, I couldn't connect much with the dialogue. There was too much profanity for my liking, which is not necessarily a bad thing. It just isn't something I particularly enjoy.
In addition, the writing was just okay. It wasn't very engaging, and thus bored me a bit. The author rambled a lot as well, which caused the writing to be repetitive. However, Mariko Turk successfully created a character that actually felt like a teenager. The story is told through Alina's perspective, and is done very well. She's a morally grey character that's a teensy bit selfish. But you can't help but like her! The author captures Alina's emotions and sentiments perfectly.
The overall enjoyment level of The Other Side of Perfect is well, fine. The first 70% was boring and uneventful. Luckily, the last 30% was very enjoyable! If you're looking for a coming of age novel on dance, racism, and grief, than this is definitely the book for you!
---Overall---
Age Rating: 14 and up
TW: Profanity
Final Rating: 7.5/10 or 3.75 stars
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July 13, 2021
*via Overdrive app from library *
Narrator: 4 stars 🌟
Story/Characters: 4 stars 🌟
Nenia has to quit reccing good books 📚 😜
Narrator: 4 stars 🌟
Story/Characters: 4 stars 🌟
Nenia has to quit reccing good books 📚 😜
April 14, 2022
Huge thanks to TBR and Beyond Tours, as well as the author and publisher for giving me a copy of "The Other Side of Perfect" in exchange for an honest review!
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The Other Side of Perfect was a nuanced, raw, and honest look at a teenager’s life after her passion was ripped away from her.
And I loved it.
I was so impressed. This surpassed all my expectations. The story, the romance, the depth of Alina, were so amazing. I’m surprised this is the author’s first book.
The protagonist, Alina, was so incredibly realistic. Dance was her life. And she couldn’t do it anymore. So it makes sense that she’s angry, and sad and feels alone. Who wouldn’t? I loved how she was shown as not the nicest person. She can be a jerk sometimes, she can be rude, yet I still rooted for her the entire time. Mariko Turk portrays her feelings so perfectly so you understand her. She was real in a way that not many protagonists are. I can’t say I completely related to her, but a lot of people can, and I admire that the author did that.
Jude was adorable. He was Alina’s love interest, and he was so freaking cute. He was so sweet and understanding of Alina and she liked him but she didn’t like him and he liked her and AGH. I loved his loving of trampolines, green tea, baths, mysteries and knitting. He knits, everyone. How can you not love him?
I also loved Ethan and Margot. Ethan was so charming, and points to the author about the LGBTQ+ representation. And Margot was a badass, don’t argue with me.
I loved how the author explored competitive and talented people of color in a racist community. The author is up to the task when it comes to these issues. I liked the way Alina slowly realized that her dance teacher was stereotypical and racist when it came to ballet. Her eyes had been covered her entire life, and she was beginning to realize how serious it all really is.
I really enjoyed Alina’s budding friendship with Diya, a fellow cast member. Despite Jude, Ethan, and Margot hating Diya because she went to a singing competition instead of going to the dance with Jude (when they were dating), Alina is sympathetic towards Diya. You know why? Because Alina realizes that she would have done the same thing if it came to dance or a relationship. And I found that to be really interesting.
The romance between Jude and Alina was so good. I loved the way they met, and Alina holding up the finger to him, just because she was angry and he looked too happy.
I mean, don’t you love this romance?
All jokes aside, though, the romance was so sweet. Jude was so understanding of Alina, and he was so supportive, and such a great friend to Margot and Ethan. I loved their chemistry.
I don’t usually care about things like writing style, and this wasn’t super breathtaking or anything, but I really enjoyed it. The writing sounded like it was coming from a teenager, but it wasn’t juvenile or anything, which happens a lot in YA contemporary books. I loved the way the writing style helped portray the mood of the book and I liked how it showed Alina in a honest light. She wasn’t perfect. Just like anyone.
Overall, this was a great book. I’m looking forward to reading more of Mariko Turk.
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The Other Side of Perfect was a nuanced, raw, and honest look at a teenager’s life after her passion was ripped away from her.
And I loved it.
I was so impressed. This surpassed all my expectations. The story, the romance, the depth of Alina, were so amazing. I’m surprised this is the author’s first book.
The protagonist, Alina, was so incredibly realistic. Dance was her life. And she couldn’t do it anymore. So it makes sense that she’s angry, and sad and feels alone. Who wouldn’t? I loved how she was shown as not the nicest person. She can be a jerk sometimes, she can be rude, yet I still rooted for her the entire time. Mariko Turk portrays her feelings so perfectly so you understand her. She was real in a way that not many protagonists are. I can’t say I completely related to her, but a lot of people can, and I admire that the author did that.
Jude was adorable. He was Alina’s love interest, and he was so freaking cute. He was so sweet and understanding of Alina and she liked him but she didn’t like him and he liked her and AGH. I loved his loving of trampolines, green tea, baths, mysteries and knitting. He knits, everyone. How can you not love him?
I also loved Ethan and Margot. Ethan was so charming, and points to the author about the LGBTQ+ representation. And Margot was a badass, don’t argue with me.
I loved how the author explored competitive and talented people of color in a racist community. The author is up to the task when it comes to these issues. I liked the way Alina slowly realized that her dance teacher was stereotypical and racist when it came to ballet. Her eyes had been covered her entire life, and she was beginning to realize how serious it all really is.
I really enjoyed Alina’s budding friendship with Diya, a fellow cast member. Despite Jude, Ethan, and Margot hating Diya because she went to a singing competition instead of going to the dance with Jude (when they were dating), Alina is sympathetic towards Diya. You know why? Because Alina realizes that she would have done the same thing if it came to dance or a relationship. And I found that to be really interesting.
The romance between Jude and Alina was so good. I loved the way they met, and Alina holding up the finger to him, just because she was angry and he looked too happy.
I mean, don’t you love this romance?
All jokes aside, though, the romance was so sweet. Jude was so understanding of Alina, and he was so supportive, and such a great friend to Margot and Ethan. I loved their chemistry.
I don’t usually care about things like writing style, and this wasn’t super breathtaking or anything, but I really enjoyed it. The writing sounded like it was coming from a teenager, but it wasn’t juvenile or anything, which happens a lot in YA contemporary books. I loved the way the writing style helped portray the mood of the book and I liked how it showed Alina in a honest light. She wasn’t perfect. Just like anyone.
Overall, this was a great book. I’m looking forward to reading more of Mariko Turk.
July 20, 2021
Dang it! If only there was another 'a' in her name I would have finally found a book where the main character has the same name as me. Ugh. Such a dagger to the heart kind of moment guys. Maybe one day I will find this but for now, I will accept Alina.
Now The Other Side of Perfect was such a good book. I'm honestly not sure why it took me so long to dive into it but I'm so happy that I finally did. Right after meeting Alina, I honestly didn't know how I felt about here. There was no instant connection between her and I but I was hopeful that things would go a certain way. Which, yes, I definitely ended up liking the heck out of this girl.
Alina has always had the dream of being a professional ballet dancer. Whereas, I have a dream of owning my own personal library. Her dream came crashing down and mine will probably never happen either. Unless it's like a really small library pantry that could eventually turn into a library closet. Now I'm used to breaking lots of things - like my weak ass ankles, shoulder cuffs, or my skull (soccer was rough to me guys). So when she goes through her own healing situation I could feel her pain.
Well, somewhat.. because I could always go back into soccer if I wanted but details. With the pain of never reaching her ballet dreams, she turns to the school musical with like a little teeny tiny bit of excitement. Yeah drama unfolds throughout the book but we get to see what happened before her injury, how she was actually injured, and how she adapted after the shit storm unleashed on her. It was all very easy to devour and I liked see her character grow throughout.
Only because once one door closes another one will open. Just because she musicals were never on her radar doesn't mean that they were never a possibility. I liked how joining this changed her perspective on things and brought a new joy to her as well. Heck, even Jude was a nice change of pace too.
In the end, I like how this talked about the deep dark stuff and then had a lighter side on other things. It was a great balance throughout and I'm so glad that I got the chance to dive into this beautiful book. I can't wait for the next one Mariko writes!
Now The Other Side of Perfect was such a good book. I'm honestly not sure why it took me so long to dive into it but I'm so happy that I finally did. Right after meeting Alina, I honestly didn't know how I felt about here. There was no instant connection between her and I but I was hopeful that things would go a certain way. Which, yes, I definitely ended up liking the heck out of this girl.
Alina has always had the dream of being a professional ballet dancer. Whereas, I have a dream of owning my own personal library. Her dream came crashing down and mine will probably never happen either. Unless it's like a really small library pantry that could eventually turn into a library closet. Now I'm used to breaking lots of things - like my weak ass ankles, shoulder cuffs, or my skull (soccer was rough to me guys). So when she goes through her own healing situation I could feel her pain.
Well, somewhat.. because I could always go back into soccer if I wanted but details. With the pain of never reaching her ballet dreams, she turns to the school musical with like a little teeny tiny bit of excitement. Yeah drama unfolds throughout the book but we get to see what happened before her injury, how she was actually injured, and how she adapted after the shit storm unleashed on her. It was all very easy to devour and I liked see her character grow throughout.
Only because once one door closes another one will open. Just because she musicals were never on her radar doesn't mean that they were never a possibility. I liked how joining this changed her perspective on things and brought a new joy to her as well. Heck, even Jude was a nice change of pace too.
In the end, I like how this talked about the deep dark stuff and then had a lighter side on other things. It was a great balance throughout and I'm so glad that I got the chance to dive into this beautiful book. I can't wait for the next one Mariko writes!
February 21, 2023
(4.5/5)
i have no words.okay that's a lie.
this book is so much more than it seems at first glance. it's a book about a girl's struggle to come to terms with her situation, but it's also about friendships and families and passions and healing.
alina doesn't start out as a character i was rooting for. in fact, her behavior annoyed me, and i can acknowledge that part of that is because i couldn't relate to what she was going through. as someone who hyperfixates on something before immediately moving to the next thing, alina's dedication to her art wasn't exactly something i had personal experience with.
however, part of the reason that alina irritated me is how she, especially at the beginning of the book, had the tendency to take out a lot of the frustration and anger that she felt towards her situation on other people. it made sense, because there was no one to blame and it was a terrible thing she was experiencing, but at the same time, the other people in her life didn't deserve to be treated like that.
but, i guess, alina's struggle and her eventual acceptance of her present life and emotional recovery ultimately endeared her to me.
her character arc and growth as a person were pure gold. i absolutely loved reading how she slowly came to terms with her life now and opened up to the people there for her. i loved how she overcomes the career-ending injury she experienced, and chooses to keep going. i loved how she redeemed her relationship with her family and old friends. i loved how she confronted her old ballet teacher for her unfairness. but most of all, i loved how realistic it all felt.
mariko turk is clearly a very talented author, and i'm honestly awed that this is only her debut novel. her ability to write emotions into her characters and to make them realistic, to the point where even with their flaws you find yourself rooting for them, is honestly incredible, and created this beautiful book.
anyway. i loved this book, and it was touching in a way that many of the books i've read recently haven't been (i was almost in TEARS y'all, why isn't there more hype surrounding this book??). there really isn't much more to say other than that.
i have no words.
this book is so much more than it seems at first glance. it's a book about a girl's struggle to come to terms with her situation, but it's also about friendships and families and passions and healing.
alina doesn't start out as a character i was rooting for. in fact, her behavior annoyed me, and i can acknowledge that part of that is because i couldn't relate to what she was going through. as someone who hyperfixates on something before immediately moving to the next thing, alina's dedication to her art wasn't exactly something i had personal experience with.
however, part of the reason that alina irritated me is how she, especially at the beginning of the book, had the tendency to take out a lot of the frustration and anger that she felt towards her situation on other people. it made sense, because there was no one to blame and it was a terrible thing she was experiencing, but at the same time, the other people in her life didn't deserve to be treated like that.
but, i guess, alina's struggle and her eventual acceptance of her present life and emotional recovery ultimately endeared her to me.
her character arc and growth as a person were pure gold. i absolutely loved reading how she slowly came to terms with her life now and opened up to the people there for her. i loved how she overcomes the career-ending injury she experienced, and chooses to keep going. i loved how she redeemed her relationship with her family and old friends. i loved how she confronted her old ballet teacher for her unfairness. but most of all, i loved how realistic it all felt.
mariko turk is clearly a very talented author, and i'm honestly awed that this is only her debut novel. her ability to write emotions into her characters and to make them realistic, to the point where even with their flaws you find yourself rooting for them, is honestly incredible, and created this beautiful book.
anyway. i loved this book, and it was touching in a way that many of the books i've read recently haven't been (i was almost in TEARS y'all, why isn't there more hype surrounding this book??). there really isn't much more to say other than that.
September 19, 2023
Es un libro que deben leer
Tenemos a nuestra protagonista Alina, quien debido a un accidente no puede seguir bailando ballet lo que la lleva a sumirse en una depresión enorme, ya que lo único que siempre había querido hacer ya no lo podría hacer más. Podemos ver todo el crecimiento de Alina, en un inicio cuando tiene este enojo o resentimiento hacia todo el mundo y cómo con cada paso que da va aprendiendo más sobre ella misma, lo que puede hacer, lo que ha echo mal y todo lo que debe hacer al respecto.
Es una historia muy linda ver todo su crecimiento.
Jude se gano mi corazón, es un personaje con el cual es fácil encariñarse, ademas que tiene 0 masculinidad frágil lo que le hace un excelente personaje, también nos muestran su historia, de altos y bajos, pero que a pesar de todo siempre intenta seguir hacia adelante con una sonrisa en el rostro.
Fuera de la historia personal de Alina y todos los personajes que comienzan a influir en ella, vemos cómo se tocan temas delicados como lo es el racismo dentro de los parámetros del ballet, y como durante años, las acciones y comentarios comienzan a ser indiferentes para algunas personas, cómo si fuese algo normal, el cambio que produce esto en nuestra protagonista es hermoso, hacerle frente a estas situaciones no es algo fácil pero vemos cómo toda su perspectiva comienzas a transformarse.
Le doy 3 estrellas porque es un buen libro, ligero para leer y entretenido, pienso qué hay temas que se pudieron haber tocado de forma mucho más profunda, y además hubo partes donde Alina me estresaba mucho por lo que era un poco tedioso seguir la lectura, dejando de lado eso, es una bella historia que te hará pasar un buen momento
Tenemos a nuestra protagonista Alina, quien debido a un accidente no puede seguir bailando ballet lo que la lleva a sumirse en una depresión enorme, ya que lo único que siempre había querido hacer ya no lo podría hacer más. Podemos ver todo el crecimiento de Alina, en un inicio cuando tiene este enojo o resentimiento hacia todo el mundo y cómo con cada paso que da va aprendiendo más sobre ella misma, lo que puede hacer, lo que ha echo mal y todo lo que debe hacer al respecto.
Es una historia muy linda ver todo su crecimiento.
Jude se gano mi corazón, es un personaje con el cual es fácil encariñarse, ademas que tiene 0 masculinidad frágil lo que le hace un excelente personaje, también nos muestran su historia, de altos y bajos, pero que a pesar de todo siempre intenta seguir hacia adelante con una sonrisa en el rostro.
Fuera de la historia personal de Alina y todos los personajes que comienzan a influir en ella, vemos cómo se tocan temas delicados como lo es el racismo dentro de los parámetros del ballet, y como durante años, las acciones y comentarios comienzan a ser indiferentes para algunas personas, cómo si fuese algo normal, el cambio que produce esto en nuestra protagonista es hermoso, hacerle frente a estas situaciones no es algo fácil pero vemos cómo toda su perspectiva comienzas a transformarse.
Le doy 3 estrellas porque es un buen libro, ligero para leer y entretenido, pienso qué hay temas que se pudieron haber tocado de forma mucho más profunda, y además hubo partes donde Alina me estresaba mucho por lo que era un poco tedioso seguir la lectura, dejando de lado eso, es una bella historia que te hará pasar un buen momento
January 14, 2022
4/5 stars
Ahh this book was such a pleasant surprise. I absolutely loved it.
There was so many important conversations about race and stereotypes and unnormalizing racism and internalized sexism. And it was done so beautiful, in a way that I think some books strive to do but often miss the mark.
And the main character, Alina, was so consistent. I absolutely loved her. The way she acted and responsed to events that took place around her seemed so realistic for a 17-year-old girl trying to reevaluate her life.
I loved this and not enough people are talking about it. Highly recommend.
Ahh this book was such a pleasant surprise. I absolutely loved it.
There was so many important conversations about race and stereotypes and unnormalizing racism and internalized sexism. And it was done so beautiful, in a way that I think some books strive to do but often miss the mark.
And the main character, Alina, was so consistent. I absolutely loved her. The way she acted and responsed to events that took place around her seemed so realistic for a 17-year-old girl trying to reevaluate her life.
I loved this and not enough people are talking about it. Highly recommend.
July 19, 2021
4.25 Stars
I thought this book was very good and an enjoyable contemporary read. Alina is a great character and goes through so much growth throughout the book, which I really loved. I loved the side characters and the way they interacted with Alina and each other. I quite enjoyed the plot, especially the musical part of it! Really great book.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying and Grief
Moderate: Racism
I thought this book was very good and an enjoyable contemporary read. Alina is a great character and goes through so much growth throughout the book, which I really loved. I loved the side characters and the way they interacted with Alina and each other. I quite enjoyed the plot, especially the musical part of it! Really great book.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying and Grief
Moderate: Racism
April 12, 2022
i loved it! it was a great book about loving yourself, friendships and falling for someone. i loved the ballet aspect of this, cause i’m a dancer and i loved reading about it!!
November 16, 2022
4.5 stars. BRO I LOVED THIS BOOK SM IT WAS SO EASY TO READ AND THE WRITING WAS JUST SO SLAY OMG I LIVED IT SMMM IT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER AND I CRIED BUT I LAUGHED TOO IDK IT WAS SO VERY SLAY
January 22, 2022
Full Review on The Candid Cover
4.5 Stars
The Other Side of Perfect by Mariko Turk is an impactful story about identity and raising your voice. Following a dancer who suffers a career-ending injury, the emotions in this story run high, and the main character is exceptionally well-written. Her fight against racism in classical ballets is especially powerful, making this a thought-provoking read.
After injuring her leg, Alina’s career as a dancer has come to an abrupt and devastating end. Now, having lost what she dedicated her entire life to, Alina starts at a new, ordinary high school with a wide-open schedule. When a new friend convinces her to join musical theatre, Alina finds a community and a new passion. However, without ballet taking up so much of her day, she has a lot of time to reflect on her experiences at her former dance school, and she realizes the racism ingrained in the school, choreographies, and casting–racism that she is determined to speak out against.
❀ REALISTIC MAIN CHARACTER
Alina is a realistic main character who undergoes many changes throughout the book. At the beginning, she is not the most likeable, and I appreciated the way the author does not exclude the pain and jealousy Alina feels as she watches her friends enjoy the opportunities she will never get to experience again. While Alina endures a lot of hardship, I loved her sense of humour and the way that her pain is not all there is to her. Her emotional journey is well-written, and I enjoyed accompanying her in her search to find herself without dance.
❀ IMPACTFUL MESSAGE
One of this book’s strengths is the author’s attention to racism in classical ballets and in many professional dance schools. As Alina reflects on her time as a dancer, she slowly starts to realize the racism in the Nutcracker and in her teacher’s casting decisions, and I enjoyed the way she calls it out and pushes for positive change. Alina learns from her sister’s own efforts that changing these traditional dances for the better is not difficult, and this message of acknowledging and dismantling harmful stereotypes in dance makes this book even more impactful.
❀ AN EMOTIONAL STORY
The Other Side of Perfect by Mariko Turk is an emotional story of healing. I loved reading about the main character’s search for a new identity, and her character is refreshingly realistic. The discussions of racism in classical ballet are done with care, making this a powerful and eye-opening read.
4.5 Stars
The Other Side of Perfect by Mariko Turk is an impactful story about identity and raising your voice. Following a dancer who suffers a career-ending injury, the emotions in this story run high, and the main character is exceptionally well-written. Her fight against racism in classical ballets is especially powerful, making this a thought-provoking read.
After injuring her leg, Alina’s career as a dancer has come to an abrupt and devastating end. Now, having lost what she dedicated her entire life to, Alina starts at a new, ordinary high school with a wide-open schedule. When a new friend convinces her to join musical theatre, Alina finds a community and a new passion. However, without ballet taking up so much of her day, she has a lot of time to reflect on her experiences at her former dance school, and she realizes the racism ingrained in the school, choreographies, and casting–racism that she is determined to speak out against.
❀ REALISTIC MAIN CHARACTER
Alina is a realistic main character who undergoes many changes throughout the book. At the beginning, she is not the most likeable, and I appreciated the way the author does not exclude the pain and jealousy Alina feels as she watches her friends enjoy the opportunities she will never get to experience again. While Alina endures a lot of hardship, I loved her sense of humour and the way that her pain is not all there is to her. Her emotional journey is well-written, and I enjoyed accompanying her in her search to find herself without dance.
❀ IMPACTFUL MESSAGE
One of this book’s strengths is the author’s attention to racism in classical ballets and in many professional dance schools. As Alina reflects on her time as a dancer, she slowly starts to realize the racism in the Nutcracker and in her teacher’s casting decisions, and I enjoyed the way she calls it out and pushes for positive change. Alina learns from her sister’s own efforts that changing these traditional dances for the better is not difficult, and this message of acknowledging and dismantling harmful stereotypes in dance makes this book even more impactful.
❀ AN EMOTIONAL STORY
The Other Side of Perfect by Mariko Turk is an emotional story of healing. I loved reading about the main character’s search for a new identity, and her character is refreshingly realistic. The discussions of racism in classical ballet are done with care, making this a powerful and eye-opening read.
May 10, 2021
I really REALLY enjoyed this book and the main character, Alina. Her life has been nothing but ballet for as long as she could remember. She's dreamed of being a professional ballerina since she was a child and she's been determined to make that dream come true.. until she falls and is told that she'll never dance the same again.
What I loved most about this story and Alina was how Mariko Turk showed the anger we all feel but especially teens when it feels like your world is falling apart. I felt Alina's pain and her anger. I read her grief over losing who she always was and how hard it was for her to find herself again.
"It wasn't just my body that was broken.
My brain couldn't let go of what I'd lost.
And my heart - my heart clearly didn't work anymore. It was mean and jealous and awful, and it couldn't be fixed."
I feel like a lot of people won't give Alina a chance because of the way she comes off.. but if you do decide to pick this book up (which you SHOULD) then I hope you go into Alina's story putting yourself in her shoes. Think of how you would feel if you were to lose the most important part of yourself in a split second. Hold onto those feelings and see what a beautiful story Alina's is.
Highly recommend :)
What I loved most about this story and Alina was how Mariko Turk showed the anger we all feel but especially teens when it feels like your world is falling apart. I felt Alina's pain and her anger. I read her grief over losing who she always was and how hard it was for her to find herself again.
"It wasn't just my body that was broken.
My brain couldn't let go of what I'd lost.
And my heart - my heart clearly didn't work anymore. It was mean and jealous and awful, and it couldn't be fixed."
I feel like a lot of people won't give Alina a chance because of the way she comes off.. but if you do decide to pick this book up (which you SHOULD) then I hope you go into Alina's story putting yourself in her shoes. Think of how you would feel if you were to lose the most important part of yourself in a split second. Hold onto those feelings and see what a beautiful story Alina's is.
Highly recommend :)
January 11, 2022
Don’t be fooled by the pretty pastel cover. This isn’t a graceful book.
The Other Side of Perfect is a collection of ugly emotions—the ones that bubble and boil under your skin, seeping out all messy and scalding hot into every facet of life. This is about the most potent breed of bitterness, jealousy, rage. The kind that turns you cruel and unpleasant. It highlights the worst sides of perfectionism and dedication.
I know not everyone will like this book. It is laced with deep unkindness. And it is painfully relatable.
If you know what it’s like to lose yourself to your passions at any cost, to be eaten alive by a deadly desire to succeed, then this one will hurt. But it’s worth it.
✧ ✧ ✧
≪reading 31 books for 31 days of january≫
╰┈➤ 1. all that's left in the world by erik j. brown
╰┈➤ 2. the female of the species by mindy mcginnis
╰┈➤ 3. the battle of the labyrinth by rick riordan
╰┈➤ 4. exit west by mohsin hamid
╰┈➤ 5. don't call us dead by danez smith
╰┈➤ 6. warm bodies by isaac marion
╰┈➤ 7. the other side of perfect by mariko turk
The Other Side of Perfect is a collection of ugly emotions—the ones that bubble and boil under your skin, seeping out all messy and scalding hot into every facet of life. This is about the most potent breed of bitterness, jealousy, rage. The kind that turns you cruel and unpleasant. It highlights the worst sides of perfectionism and dedication.
I know not everyone will like this book. It is laced with deep unkindness. And it is painfully relatable.
If you know what it’s like to lose yourself to your passions at any cost, to be eaten alive by a deadly desire to succeed, then this one will hurt. But it’s worth it.
✧ ✧ ✧
≪reading 31 books for 31 days of january≫
╰┈➤ 1. all that's left in the world by erik j. brown
╰┈➤ 2. the female of the species by mindy mcginnis
╰┈➤ 3. the battle of the labyrinth by rick riordan
╰┈➤ 4. exit west by mohsin hamid
╰┈➤ 5. don't call us dead by danez smith
╰┈➤ 6. warm bodies by isaac marion
╰┈➤ 7. the other side of perfect by mariko turk
September 27, 2021
This is one of those young adult novels where I keep asking myself: "Why aren't more people reading and talking about this book?" This story checked all of the boxes for me:
1) A main character with incredible character growth.
2) A look into ballet culture and it's "traditional" aspects.
3) A lesson in learning how to move on from an activity that was a large piece of your life, and coming to terms with the negative and positive aspect of it.
4) Beautiful story writing and story structure.
The writing in this novel was absolutely gorgeous and immersive. From the moment I opened the first page, to the second I put it down, I never had difficulty falling into story or into Alina's head. It was easy to imagine the high school setting, Alina's room and home, and the character's appearances, alongside Alina's voice and mannerisms.
And for all of us artists, creatives, dancers, and theatre kids out there—this entire story was a love letter to that part of our lives. As I was reading this novel, so many flashbacks of my own time in high school drama club came back to me, and it was honestly a welcome thing to remember. As I worked my way through Alina's transition from a ballet dancer to a theatre kid, every moment of it made me smile. I saw so many mirrors of my own drama club experience mirrored in everything Alina was going through and experiencing herself. From the rehearsals, to the gossip about other cast members, to the stress of tech week—it was all detailed incredibly well, and that was such a wonderful thing to experience.
That theatre experience was the perfect vessel for Alina's transformative journey, as well. I adored every element of this novel, but the anger (and every emotion in between) that Alina felt was utterly breathtaking. With most young adult novels, they shy away from truly digging deep and grappling with the emotional fallout of a character. That was not the case with this novel and it was honestly refreshing. I felt more immersive to be in Alina's head because we felt the depth of her grief and anger over losing her ability to dance ballet. We saw her lashing out at the people in her life, at her insecurities rising up and affecting her worldview, and we see how all of that negatively affected her life. These emotions really gave Alina the foundation to grow as a character and to learn how to come to terms with her own grief, which was a beautiful journey to watch unfold.
The one thing we can't forget about? The cast of characters! There was no a single character I disliked in this novel (well, apart from Kira, maybe). Margot, Ethan, and Jude were a great friends for Alina, but they were all flawed in their own way. And that was something I greatly appreciated about this group of minor characters: they weren't perfect, they owned up to their flaws, and they were willing to make that change. (Yes, I am talking about that Diya subplot.) Having that sub-plot and additional character growth furthered the theme of this novel, but also made it even more compelling to read. Honestly, I wish there was room for sequels or spinoffs from this novel, I loved every single character that much!
For all of the prettiness to this novel, there was also considerable depth as well. Going into this story, I did know that there would be a conversation about racism, but it was handled incredibly well throughout the novel. I never realized how many racist connotations are still found in various art forms today, especially those that promote "traditional" and "classical" view on their work. This book served as a great way to open up a conversation about that topic, and I definitely hope it's a greater conversation we see reflected in the real world.
And even though we only saw Kira on the page for one scene, I felt like I had gotten to know her as well as any of the other main cast of characters, which was largely due to the flashbacks in our novel. In many ways, Kira was the "villain" of the story, as she represents the traditional, racist past that ballet does have and continues to perpetuate. When we finally saw her on the page and saw the way Alina and Colleen handled their conversation with her, not only did it feel earned, but it felt overdue as well. While we may not know if Kira took what her (former and current) student had to say, that was one of my favorite scenes in the entire novel.
I can't emphasize enough how wonderful this young adult novel was and how I need people to read it. Truly, it was one of the best young adult novels I have read this year and became an immediate favorite read of mine. (So much so that after finishing the library copy I had, I went out and bought a physical copy for myself!) Mariko Turk knows how to beautifully craft a story, and I cannot wait to read more of her work in the future. If you love ballet, theatre, and deep conversation about racism in the arts, then this is definitely a young adult book for you.
*****
Immediate Post-Reading Thoughts
I need everyone to not talk to me for the next 20 minutes. This book was so amazing that I can’t even think straight. 😍
1) A main character with incredible character growth.
2) A look into ballet culture and it's "traditional" aspects.
3) A lesson in learning how to move on from an activity that was a large piece of your life, and coming to terms with the negative and positive aspect of it.
4) Beautiful story writing and story structure.
The writing in this novel was absolutely gorgeous and immersive. From the moment I opened the first page, to the second I put it down, I never had difficulty falling into story or into Alina's head. It was easy to imagine the high school setting, Alina's room and home, and the character's appearances, alongside Alina's voice and mannerisms.
And for all of us artists, creatives, dancers, and theatre kids out there—this entire story was a love letter to that part of our lives. As I was reading this novel, so many flashbacks of my own time in high school drama club came back to me, and it was honestly a welcome thing to remember. As I worked my way through Alina's transition from a ballet dancer to a theatre kid, every moment of it made me smile. I saw so many mirrors of my own drama club experience mirrored in everything Alina was going through and experiencing herself. From the rehearsals, to the gossip about other cast members, to the stress of tech week—it was all detailed incredibly well, and that was such a wonderful thing to experience.
That theatre experience was the perfect vessel for Alina's transformative journey, as well. I adored every element of this novel, but the anger (and every emotion in between) that Alina felt was utterly breathtaking. With most young adult novels, they shy away from truly digging deep and grappling with the emotional fallout of a character. That was not the case with this novel and it was honestly refreshing. I felt more immersive to be in Alina's head because we felt the depth of her grief and anger over losing her ability to dance ballet. We saw her lashing out at the people in her life, at her insecurities rising up and affecting her worldview, and we see how all of that negatively affected her life. These emotions really gave Alina the foundation to grow as a character and to learn how to come to terms with her own grief, which was a beautiful journey to watch unfold.
The one thing we can't forget about? The cast of characters! There was no a single character I disliked in this novel (well, apart from Kira, maybe). Margot, Ethan, and Jude were a great friends for Alina, but they were all flawed in their own way. And that was something I greatly appreciated about this group of minor characters: they weren't perfect, they owned up to their flaws, and they were willing to make that change. (Yes, I am talking about that Diya subplot.) Having that sub-plot and additional character growth furthered the theme of this novel, but also made it even more compelling to read. Honestly, I wish there was room for sequels or spinoffs from this novel, I loved every single character that much!
For all of the prettiness to this novel, there was also considerable depth as well. Going into this story, I did know that there would be a conversation about racism, but it was handled incredibly well throughout the novel. I never realized how many racist connotations are still found in various art forms today, especially those that promote "traditional" and "classical" view on their work. This book served as a great way to open up a conversation about that topic, and I definitely hope it's a greater conversation we see reflected in the real world.
And even though we only saw Kira on the page for one scene, I felt like I had gotten to know her as well as any of the other main cast of characters, which was largely due to the flashbacks in our novel. In many ways, Kira was the "villain" of the story, as she represents the traditional, racist past that ballet does have and continues to perpetuate. When we finally saw her on the page and saw the way Alina and Colleen handled their conversation with her, not only did it feel earned, but it felt overdue as well. While we may not know if Kira took what her (former and current) student had to say, that was one of my favorite scenes in the entire novel.
I can't emphasize enough how wonderful this young adult novel was and how I need people to read it. Truly, it was one of the best young adult novels I have read this year and became an immediate favorite read of mine. (So much so that after finishing the library copy I had, I went out and bought a physical copy for myself!) Mariko Turk knows how to beautifully craft a story, and I cannot wait to read more of her work in the future. If you love ballet, theatre, and deep conversation about racism in the arts, then this is definitely a young adult book for you.
*****
Immediate Post-Reading Thoughts
I need everyone to not talk to me for the next 20 minutes. This book was so amazing that I can’t even think straight. 😍
July 21, 2021
I read this book as part of the blog tour hosted by TBR & Beyond Tours. Special thanks to Netgalley and Little Brown Books for providing a copy in exchange for an honest review. 4.5 stars rounded up!
Oh em gee, this one got me good in the feels and it was completely unexpected?! Mariko Turk's debut is a beautifully written, deeply emotional YA contemporary that explores many important themes that I thought were handled so well. Alina's story is one of grief, friendship, love, finding happiness and the power of standing up for yourself and for what's right, It was so hard to put this book down and the story ends perfectly and left me feeling *so* happy and satisfied!
There were so many elements in this that I loved: relatable characters, hilarious and heartwarming friendships, a gender stereotype defying, adorable and swoon-worthy love interest, realistic family (particularly sibling!) relationships and really enjoyable and believable character growth. This is my second time reading a YA set in high school around the production of a musical and I have to say that I really like this setting. I love the acting and dancing scenes, the new friendships and bond that grows between those who have to spend so much time learning and performing together. Turk's writing also flowed off the page seemingly effortlessly, especially when it came to the passages about dance and ballet—the words radiated with such passion that it was hard to not get caught up in the beauty of the art.
The story is told from Alina's perspective. When we're introduced to her she is full of bitter jealous rage as a result of losing her life-long dream of becoming a professional ballet dancer. She has essentially walled off the world so that she can sit in her misery and pain, not only physically but mentally and emotionally. There are many times when she lets the anger take over and although she feels guilty for lashing out, she justifies it because she's so lost in her grief. Characters like Alina usually put me off because they tread a fine line of being horrendously unlikeable or passing redeemable, so I was surprised when I found myself rooting for her from very early on.
Even though I was a swimmer in school, I participated in several musicals but neither was I so highly competitive or absorbed by either of these extracurricular activities, so it wasn't that I related to Alina's character on that level. However, I think her passion for ballet and drive to succeed at something she's pursued her whole life is something many can relate to. What Alina experiences would be harrowing for anyone especially when they're so intensely passionate about a thing as she was for ballet. It was easy to put myself in her shoes even during those times she would lash out negatively because it was such a realistic reaction and on top of that, the guilt, confusion and self-doubt she now feels in trying to move forward make it so easy to be empathetic to her situation. I thought Turk handles the processing of grief and loss (both with Alina and another character, no spoilers!) very well throughout the whole book—there's no end journey when everything suddenly becomes perfect like before but that change is okay and not a bad thing. I also really enjoyed Alina's growth in terms of acknowledging the uglier side of ballet and confronting the prejudices and racism she experienced as an Asian-American. There are many ways that Alina grows throughout the story and it's never rushed as she is given the space to reflect and learn in her own time and terms but ultimately seeing her find peace and her spark again was so satisfying!
The side characters also didn't suffer from a lack of development and personality. I really liked Alina's friendship with Margot, Ethan and Jude! Jude was my favourite and the romance! Ah, *chefs kiss*! I loved the comfort and friendship they built that slowly turned into more. I found myself giggling as if I was a high school girl again because Jude was just... perfectly adorable. So sweet, considerate and sensitive. I absolutely loved what we learned of his character and seriously, we need more love interests like Jude, please and thanks! I also really appreciated the realistic portrayal of the sibling relationship between Alina and Josie. They bicker and hurt each other but they also care deeply and it was nice to see Alina allow herself to be more vulnerable in front of her younger sister. There were times when I felt the characters thought or acted more maturely than a teenager would (I sometimes had to remind myself this was high school lol) but it personally wasn't so unrealistic that it took me completely out of the story.
Needless to say, Mariko Turk's debut really took me by surprise in the best way possible! This YA contemporary was so full of heart. I love when a book can send me down a Google rabbit hole researching things that I'm reading about and that happened here and it was very illuminating. While Turk's messages came across quite strong at times, I think the intended audience (and everyone, really) will be able to easily relate to the messages. I'm so looking forward to reading more by Turk in the future!
Oh em gee, this one got me good in the feels and it was completely unexpected?! Mariko Turk's debut is a beautifully written, deeply emotional YA contemporary that explores many important themes that I thought were handled so well. Alina's story is one of grief, friendship, love, finding happiness and the power of standing up for yourself and for what's right, It was so hard to put this book down and the story ends perfectly and left me feeling *so* happy and satisfied!
There were so many elements in this that I loved: relatable characters, hilarious and heartwarming friendships, a gender stereotype defying, adorable and swoon-worthy love interest, realistic family (particularly sibling!) relationships and really enjoyable and believable character growth. This is my second time reading a YA set in high school around the production of a musical and I have to say that I really like this setting. I love the acting and dancing scenes, the new friendships and bond that grows between those who have to spend so much time learning and performing together. Turk's writing also flowed off the page seemingly effortlessly, especially when it came to the passages about dance and ballet—the words radiated with such passion that it was hard to not get caught up in the beauty of the art.
The story is told from Alina's perspective. When we're introduced to her she is full of bitter jealous rage as a result of losing her life-long dream of becoming a professional ballet dancer. She has essentially walled off the world so that she can sit in her misery and pain, not only physically but mentally and emotionally. There are many times when she lets the anger take over and although she feels guilty for lashing out, she justifies it because she's so lost in her grief. Characters like Alina usually put me off because they tread a fine line of being horrendously unlikeable or passing redeemable, so I was surprised when I found myself rooting for her from very early on.
Even though I was a swimmer in school, I participated in several musicals but neither was I so highly competitive or absorbed by either of these extracurricular activities, so it wasn't that I related to Alina's character on that level. However, I think her passion for ballet and drive to succeed at something she's pursued her whole life is something many can relate to. What Alina experiences would be harrowing for anyone especially when they're so intensely passionate about a thing as she was for ballet. It was easy to put myself in her shoes even during those times she would lash out negatively because it was such a realistic reaction and on top of that, the guilt, confusion and self-doubt she now feels in trying to move forward make it so easy to be empathetic to her situation. I thought Turk handles the processing of grief and loss (both with Alina and another character, no spoilers!) very well throughout the whole book—there's no end journey when everything suddenly becomes perfect like before but that change is okay and not a bad thing. I also really enjoyed Alina's growth in terms of acknowledging the uglier side of ballet and confronting the prejudices and racism she experienced as an Asian-American. There are many ways that Alina grows throughout the story and it's never rushed as she is given the space to reflect and learn in her own time and terms but ultimately seeing her find peace and her spark again was so satisfying!
The side characters also didn't suffer from a lack of development and personality. I really liked Alina's friendship with Margot, Ethan and Jude! Jude was my favourite and the romance! Ah, *chefs kiss*! I loved the comfort and friendship they built that slowly turned into more. I found myself giggling as if I was a high school girl again because Jude was just... perfectly adorable. So sweet, considerate and sensitive. I absolutely loved what we learned of his character and seriously, we need more love interests like Jude, please and thanks! I also really appreciated the realistic portrayal of the sibling relationship between Alina and Josie. They bicker and hurt each other but they also care deeply and it was nice to see Alina allow herself to be more vulnerable in front of her younger sister. There were times when I felt the characters thought or acted more maturely than a teenager would (I sometimes had to remind myself this was high school lol) but it personally wasn't so unrealistic that it took me completely out of the story.
Needless to say, Mariko Turk's debut really took me by surprise in the best way possible! This YA contemporary was so full of heart. I love when a book can send me down a Google rabbit hole researching things that I'm reading about and that happened here and it was very illuminating. While Turk's messages came across quite strong at times, I think the intended audience (and everyone, really) will be able to easily relate to the messages. I'm so looking forward to reading more by Turk in the future!
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