Curse this world, Exiled for the disease, Collapsing into the deceased, Complete entropy, My shattered fist remains ever broken, Cancerous growth of an untainted earth, Grasping for the rope, Any last resort, In my heart there is nothing before me, Lighting the way with no flame, In the dark there is someone else But I see my self, The dark desire is appeased, The jaws of Hell are unleashed, The better future that will never be, Any last resort, In my heart, there is nothing here for me, Grasping for the rope, Any last resort, In my heart there is nothing before me, Lighting the way with no flame, In the dark there is someone else, I see my self, I am becoming a reflection, I am not myself, Looking through the eyes of somebody else, This is a deception, A journey wading through illusions, Becoming a ghost, This is a deception, A journey wading through illusions, Becoming an illusion.

I'm kicking the chair I'm giving up on redemption The ending is near Fruitless endeavour futile Where I was I will return Reborn as a spectre I am but a vector Ghastly miasma I phantasma Where I was I will return Reborn as a spectre I am but a vector Searching for an end to obsession The creator of my atrophy Worshipping death as an idol For once in my life glory is mine Finally peace Seconds where once were centuries My ancient hate is lost My suffering is gone I should be terrified But I'm so sick and tired of saying goodbye Mortified by a minute Tormented by an hour Call me a cynic but I am no coward Fruitless endeavour futile Where I was I will return Reborn as a spectre I am but a vector Ghastly miasma I phantasma Where I was I will return Reborn as a spectre I am but a vector Finally peace Seconds where once were centuries My ancient hate is lost My suffering is gone Searching for an end to obsession The creator of my atrophy Worshipping death as an idol For once in my life glory.

The thawing ice opening eyes Regaining sight now is my time The wolves surround the new life Just let it die I've been running from the truth for so long It's impossible for me to catch my breath and move on Weaponization of what I've lost and what I need My weakness has been to be so meek Complacent and afraid So averse to change I need to put an end to this mistake This abomination that I have made Kill the creature I created from pain From my pain It is never getting better Stop the obsession I created from hate Put an end to the obsessive thoughts that consume me It is never going away Fraying at the tether Two birds of a feather Getting even is better Living alone forever Die in December Extinguish the ember Hiding from the shelter Too high to remember Becoming the aggressor Leave me forever I would die here alone Waiting You know that I'll wait I'll still wait for you The pain will leave us both I take this solemn oath The memories are ceasing And now the window's closing It's the final moment Let it die Now is my time When the wolves come out Let it die I need to put an end to this mistake This abomination that I have made Kill the creature I created from pain From my pain It is never getting better

Turn around, Coming to this place again, This is not what I wanted, Not how I saw it, The mistakes of the past Scar my calloused hands like regret, Hope dies with a realization; We learn nothing, Still learning nothing, How can we grow? After all, we are worse for the wear, We are dead to the world, We'll never live again, Can you honestly tell me That we don't deserve what's ahead? Lie after lie and we hold down our heads, When the wolf tries to kill you, It grabs you by the neck, After all, we are worse for the wear, We are dead to the world and we'll never learn, We paid for our lives with words that burn, It's been way too long and we're worn from the war, We're not safe here anymore, Stuck waiting for the sun to stay But waiting for the sun is only making it worse, Life is a lost cause, Longing for what was, End our suffering at once, We've paid the cost, We are lost in our gluttony, Self-serving and obsessed with voracity, We are never learning, In the pursuit of a pardon Absolving our complacency, Respecting nothing is the paradigm for the way you are, Self-serving and obsessed with voracity, We are always to be this way, My end prefers pride But it will never comfort me, Life is a lost cause, Longing for what was, End our suffering at once, We've paid the cost, Respecting nothing is the paradigm for the way you are, Self-serving and obsessed with voracity, We are always to be this way, From cradle to the grave Until there's nothing left worth saving, We will never figure it out, We will never bring order, We will never figure it out, We made a monster and it has no owner, Life's kind of like that sometimes; Just when you thought you had it all figured out, You made a monster, We will never bring order, We made you a monster.

I'm dead, Finally, I have arrived in this most volatile state, There are a million places I would rather be, Death is the tranquility I've longed for, For my time is fading and all light has been erased, I have spent all my life on this hatred and pain, See it in my face, When my passage fades I accept my fate, Time is my enemy, With the weight of the tragedy, I have struggled for ages, I am tempting the gods in this solitary aftermath, In the wake of my spite, how can I be chosen to lead? Tears form from pain as my mind Drifts like the waves in a violent tide, Sacrificing the entity of my soul, I hoped that this would never be so, Take my life and blanket my eyes with dusk Under disguise of night, where I can be lost, I'll define the progression of time, Passing with such quickness, divine, Wait for me in Hell, I beg of you to quickly dispatch me, I'm dead, Finally, I have arrived in this most volatile state, There are a million places I would rather be, Death is the tranquility I've longed for, Here, tonight, I sever my ties to this world, In the act of a final goodbye, You'll see my face one last time, I am so afraid and elated As I watch the stars drop from the sky, I am burdened no longer, It's a burden no longer, Tears form from pain as my mind Drifts like the waves in a violent tide, Sacrificing the entity of my soul, I prayed for this, Take my life and blanket my eyes with dusk Under disguise of night, where I can be lost, I'll define the progression of time, Passing with such quickness, divine, In a single act of vanity and loneliness, A lifetime of enmity and tragedy dispatched, Oh, the inhumanity and cruelty of my ways On this wretched night of sickness and waste, Take my life and blanket my eyes with dusk Under disguise of night, where I can be lost, I'll define the progression of time, Passing with such quickness, In a single act of vanity and loneliness, A lifetime of enmity and tragedy dispatched, Oh, the inhumanity and cruelty of my ways On this wretched night of sickness and waste.

Feel my hate, the burning lake, The slicing blade that awaits, Know my hate, Summoned to destroy, Mention my name, Command the end, I am decimation, My trophy is the corruption, Vilification and deception of mankind, Resting in the charred valleys Of the unjust and the unspoken, This hate is mine, The plans for humanity emerge From the horror of the void, Enrage me and placate me, I am your destruction, I am your destruction, Witness your obliteration, I am the aberration, Watching your annihilation, Feel my hate, the burning lake, The slicing blade that awaits, Know my hate, Summoned to destroy, Mention my name, Command the end, I am... I am, This hate is. My plans for humanity emerge From the horror of the void, Enrage or indenture me, I am your destruction, I am your destruction, Witness your obliteration, I am the aberration, Watching your annihilation, Forever I lay in wait, unknown, They succumb to my words, Yet I remain unheard, There is Hell inside you, A raging fire, Know my cruelty, Know my cruelty and burn, Summoned to destroy, Mention my name, Command the end, I am decimation, Summoned to destroy, Mention my name, Command the end, Forever I lay in wait, unknown, They succumb to my words, Yet I remain unheard, There is Hell inside you, A raging fire, Know my cruelty, Know my cruelty and burn, I control the way the world loathes, All burn to ashes, for the earth is a graveyard, An energy condemns your souls, This ancient hate lurks as told.